The day before I left for the tanning convention in Nashville, which is my favorite part of the year because I show off all my new tanning products, I took a pregnancy test and had a faint line. I was totally confused so I showed Roger and made him buy two more tests. Both times I got faint lines but they were barely visible so I still wasn’t sure. I looked up everything online and swore I was pregnant but Roger was still skeptical.

The following day I met Nicole (Snooki) at the airport and I was so anxious because I didn’t know about the pregnancy do’s and don’t’s and wasn’t sure if it was okay for me to fly. While we were at the airport, Nicole and I were going through all the usual magazines making fun of people in them and when I went to the bathroom, I saw blood and panicked. So many thoughts were running through my head. I felt a loss like no other when I thought that I was no longer pregnant. I whispered it to Roger and for that whole ride we just stared straight ahead and didn’t say a word. I went to bed that night in Nashville praying it was just a thing that happens.

The following day I told my manager to buy a “stupid proof test” which literally says “pregnant” or “not pregnant.” It said pregnant and she cried and I cried and Roger looked like he was going to pass out! Hahaha. That day in Nashville I was on cloud nine. I also want to apologize to anyone in Nashville because I was super nauseous and super happy which probably made me look like a crazy person! That night I had an appearance with everyone at the Wildhorse Saloon and I was so nauseous, I pretended to have food poisoning and told all of Australian Gold that because I didn’t know what to say! I want to say a big thank you to them for helping me stay so comfortable and flagging down some ginger ale for me. They were so sweet and I appreciate how they tried to make me feel at ease so much!

Stay tuned for a pregnancy update next week! XOXO